RE-OBSESSED!!!

Damn you Stephanie Meyer for writing such a fabulous book and for that fantasy to be made into a great movie!!! One year ago when I first read the "Twilight" saga, I got totally obsessed...possessed! It was all I could think about, talk about, DREAM about! I ignored things at home, my kid, my hubband, my work (luckily the girls I worked with were reading along with me, so we just sat around all day talking about Edward!) It was a hard time of life for me, because though I tried, I couldn't focus on ANYTHING else! Slowly I came out of my "Edward Fog" and resumed normal life. Even when "Breaking Dawn" came out earlier this summer I didn't get consumed. (I was proud of myself). Read it. Loved it. Moved on.
So I told myself (after I finally decided that indeed, I would see the movie) that I wouldn't let myself get totally consumed again. Little did I know that seeing those characters from inside my mind come to life on the big screen affected me more than I wanted! Just over this last weekend I saw the movie twice and thought "what the Hell" might as well dive all the way in and re-read the book too! I am totally obsessed...AGAIN! After I finished the book this morning I lifted my head and remembered that I had kids...a hubband...and a messy house...and sighed. Thats it! I am over it! I LOVE IT AND I HATE IT!!!